I have time to spend alone again, writing, and it seems I just get caught in this recursive loop where I am telling my brain "C'mon now, reveal something." There are scripts that are easy to follow, and paying too close attention to the patterns, and trying to ascertain the value of defering to or trying to buck the trend is a surefire way to get very little done indeed. Getting caught up in breaking down the machinations of all social interaction- is mostly where my brain just always wants to go, and it's not useful at all.